[ENG] A Little Bit About This Blog and My Life

Note: please excuse some grammatical error in this post ^^

Actually, i'm not sure whether to write this post or not, well, who's gonna read it anyway?  maybe just me and a few of my fb friends who accidentally click the link lol... But i decided to just, post whatever i like haha

And that's what actually i wanted to explain, about writing whatever i wanna write and how this blog now isn't only about food & stuff i baked. Is that even necessary to explain? lol But i thought i should, so yeah, if u're curious please keep on reading ;)

I originally wanna make this blog just about food and my baking/cooking, so i named it "The Midnight Snack" (mainly bcoz i always eat my midnight snacks tho). And it's not even because i love writing that i started this blog, but well, it's to open up to opportunities (if there even a single opportunity lol). And i'll talk about this more later on. 

But as time goes on, i started having fun writing, and reading comments (yes i always feel soo happy when i get a comment), and i sometimes feel like i wanna write about other things too. So i did opened up a 2nd blog, but i mostly wrote about my dark thoughts, that i now feel no one should know about it lol... but i don't want to erase it either so i'll leave it as it is.

Now the question is, whether to open up a 3rd blog, or just use this one to write whatever i wanna write. After much thought, i decided to just use this one, so yeah it's not only  about "the midnight snack" anymore ^^ I won't change the name tho, and this is actually the whole point of this post, i just wanna tell you guys that i may write something unrelated to food ^^ .the end. 

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But, it makes me wanna tell u a little bit about my life, and my dreams ^^ As i told u on the previous paragraph, that i started this blog to open up to opportunities, since i wanna have a "career" related to food/pastry. 

In 2014, i  was on the lowest point of my life (well i hope it was since i can't imagine taking another big fall! >< ). So, the only choice i had was to "reset" my life, start from zero again. And i wanna let my self rest for 1 year and just do whatever i like, putting zero pressure on myself. And i did. Even though i mostly ate, slept, and watched tv, i also baked & cooked (& dance!) quite a bit. And that's when i started dreaming again, i want to be really good at baking & have a career. But, since i've never formally learned, i don't have the skill & qualification to work as a pâtissier. And i don't have the money to take some baking courses required, so my only choice is to learn on my own. And with this blog, i hope someday it will find me a way to reach my goal ^^

As i'm getting a lot more happier now, i'm starting to have "spare time" to think about what i really wanna do in life. I thought about this a lot and here's the conclusion: 

i wanna have enough money to do whatever i wanna do. lol.

I wanna start my own business. I do have a part-time job right now, but i just want to start something related to my dream. Well actually i had some projects w/ my friends, but it didn't go as well as i thought it would lol, so i'm back to square 1. But i still have some ideas in mind. I wanna try to be a freelance private tour guide! (to japan only tho) I just thought i can actually make use of my japanese speaking skill & i love traveling so why not?  I've actually applied to some tour agencies (not formally tho) but they don't really need additional guide, so if i wanna make this happen i probably have to start this on my own. So that's why my two previous posts are related to travel and maybe i'll write some more in the future ^^  And about other things too!

I'm also working on my little "cookies & cakes online shop", but i learnt that it'll take months of consistent effort to make this right. So, right now i'm just trying everything i can and see which one works :)

 

Btw!! i'm planning to make a new layout for this blog & make it more organized. I hope i can finish it before November to celebrate my "1 year of blogging" lol maybe i'll ask my brother for help since i know nothing about CSS -.-" well actually i've tried changing the layout before and failed! Haha! So wish me luck! :D